I really need my shrink. I thought all was settled in my mind and life since last february, but the feelings aren't going away. I haven't been able to manage it. I feel I'm a loser, cuz I can't handle things right. I hate the feeling inside, I want to be normal. I don't want any strings, I don't want to be the only one responsible for the many things of my own house. I'm not the only one who lives here! I want my freedom, I want to do what I want to do. I hate this complicated situation, I hate complicated situations in general. I want to be responsible for the things I want to do and I have to do, not fot others' things. At this point I can see only a solution, but it's not even possible. There are other priorities in my life. Suffering like this I hope will only make me happy in the future. I'm unhappy, I want so many things to change. I feel I'll collapse one of these days, I feel I'm going mad. I feel no one is really taking in consideration my feelings when they make decisions, especially when they involve me. I feel and want sooo many things that I cry.
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Baby, right now I think you're crying for independency! You know what? I think we should really move out and live together...you know, like normal responsible adults we're. I don't know how will we be able to afford it or to make it happen, but we definitely need to do it!
We're tired of rules that we don't really need anymore! We should get a job, live the real life. Don't waste any more time on fb, keep ourselves busy, live our lives!
How does renting a little tiny appartment sound for you? I'm really looking forward to do it if you agree with me.
Now that I'm here, I've noticed how much I love this independency...it rocks!
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