sábado, 6 de septiembre de 2008
Fridays and Saturdays
Right now i don't wanna be where I am. I doesn't make me feel happy or good. I just wanna be at home. I feel trapped. I feel left aside. I'd rather someone to tell me that he doesn't really want to see me, cuz if u wanna see someone, u don't leave her alone or left aside, right? Too bad ur barbecue was today, but kids come first, don't we? It's hard 2 believe u, really hard. It's painful to come here every single weekend, cuz it's always the same old story, and I feel the same way. I wish I had the guts to tell u the truth what I really feel. Wait, I already did and it was fruitless. I wanna get out. When will u listen to me? Huh? When will u see me as a big girl and not as a kid anymore? I'll be 21 in 2 weeks..... I seriously don't want any strings attached. I want my life and my freedom, from now on, but I guess I'll have to have the guts to tell u that, and I don't know when will that happen.
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I'm sorry. its so hard to tell people what we feel and they so rarely listen. Hopefully he will see that you are no longer are a child and shouldn't be treated as one.
Oh, baby! It's so sad you're still having issues with your dad. It's the same for me...you know? Divorced parents really suck! Anyways you shouldn't be thinking about it. I know it is difficult, because the problems will always be there.
However, try to think how you could move on...maybe you should try to "get rid" of your dad for a while. When my dad doesn't seem to have enough time for me, I give him some space and after a few weeks everything is back to normal.
You shouldn't take it so personally...after all he's just a man, and men are like this (if you know what I'm talking about...I'm sure you do!).
I love you...so don't suffer and cheer up!
xoxo
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