domingo, 17 de agosto de 2008

Family stuff

Lo primero es que DEBO disculparme con my público que habla español, porque no he escrito en español últimamente, debido a que de repente estoy leyendo o escribiendo mucho en inglés. The first thing is that I MUST apologize to my spanish-speaking audience. The thing is that I'm reading and writing a lot in English.


The second, but not less important is to tell everyone an awful truth. Lately I'm not OK, because my grandfather is severely illed. A couple of weeks ago he was admitted to the hospital with a thrombosis on his right leg. 2 days later, the leg was cut. In addition, he has been trying to handle the situation and having many infections in his stomach and digestive system, due also to his disease: Crohn's disease. He is very ill right now and my mom and family are trying to handle other things, such as his 2nd. wife, whom we, as a family, hate. I don't know how I'm standing right now and writing to you. I think that life's made me strong enough to handle these kind of things. God would never test me with this things if it's not possible for me to manage it correctly. I haven't cried, even when I wanted to, but there are some many things that tell me to go on with my life and I feel I'll have the time to cry, but it's not yet. I'm sick of pretending everything's OK in my life, but at the same time I cannot be stuck in the same topic over and over again. In fact, going to University is a huge help, because it helps me get entertained with other things. So, this is my truth, I let it go, and I hope the people around me read this and understand my personal and family's situation, but never feel pity for us, please. Thanx 4 reading this!!

1 comentario:

Lost in though dijo...

I know how hard having a sick relative can be, you seem to have a good grasp on the idea that we always have the strength to handle what we are given. I hope you can find some happiness during these hard times and appreciate the small good things that happen.